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hafizah 300989 just average girl next door and extremely petite. don't ever make me mad because trust me,you won't like it. and that is all you need to know. click here for great bargains! friendster
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
i let myself fall into a lie i let my walls come down i let myself smile and feel alive i let my walls come down no matter how i try i dont know why you push so far away you wrapped your hands tight around my heart and squeezed it full of pain with this knife ill cut out the part of me the part that cares for you with this knife ill cut out the heart of me the heart that cares for you i cant believe the way you took me down i never saw the pain coming in a million broken miles like poison for my veins with this knife ill cut out the part of me the part that cares for you with this knife ill cut out the heart of me the heart that cares for you the hate and the fear the nightmares that wake me up in tears the nightmares and the hate and the fear the nightmares that wake me up in tears ive been through this time and time again but i cant blame God for making things turn out this way because like i said before everything happens for a reason maybe it was for the better because now i know the kind of person you are youre exactly like my past the words you say are just meaningless youre not the same person i knew the first time we met but im thankful that you made me happy at least forawhile the complete trust and love i had for you was just a waste in the end putting my whole heart on the line was a big risk and i took it but now i realised i shouldnt have i cried for endless nights the past week now i ask myself"why did i?" it's not worth shedding tears for someone who doesnt care so right now i guess youre just another chapter in my book that im going to put behind me it's hard to forget but im not going to brood over this forever life still goes on,even without you and i think it's somehow your loss,not mine and i dont want to remember the good times i had with you because it'll just bring me to tears. |